Magnetic Spin

  I have thought about magnetism quite a bit as I have looked for meaning in my life and I have come to the point of thinking about it as a very feminine expression, very wavy and light but with a body, if you will, in that it can be felt and is felt by each of us in every moment of our electromagnetic lives.  I sense it as a more magnified expression of the idea of tossing a pebble into a still pond, the pebble hits the water, the impact, which is magnetic in nature, sends ripples in every direction, everything in perfect balance, if truth be told, into infinity, and not only on the plane of the water but also in every potential dimensional reality that could be imagined, above, below, and in the four directions.  Almost too much info there but I am not certain that it really communicates anything at all to anyone else but myself.  Writing is not for cowards and I have been, in my own eyes, cowardly towards it, I have resisted the call to it because I wasn't convinced that it was anything I wanted to do...and I still feel that way.  I have created all kinds of distractions to keep myself from creating what I want.  Dumb stuff too, like an eight to five type full time job, something I am just enduring with a smile of complacent acceptance while at the same time thinking that I should be doing something to make a different outcome appear.  Then I come back to the idea that I am an eternal being and that I needn't be in any hurry to accomplish anything and that it is wiser to simply be attuned to the magnetic information that is flowing into and out from myself in every moment, as I said, and therefore be in the place of openness to the possibilities I have drawn into my magnetic structure, otherwise thought of as "my world".  For me, there's the rub!  If I trust that "I AM", and I do exist, then as I observe the cause and effect that happens around me, I begin to understand that what I think and do and say not only affects my world but is responsible for that world and all the meaning it holds.  In line with the principals at work in the law of attraction and, in my mind, represented graphically by the torroidal action of our own electromagnetic reality, it does seem to me that we do indeed create our own realities even as we share our conscious awareness of reality with a world of "others" who also impact the space in this way and collectivley agree, on a moment by moment basis, what is real and what is not.  It is my belief that we are one in our collective reality and each responsible to the unifying essence of what is externalized and what is not, the Spirit of All Possibilities, if you will, and when we are in that space we are in alignment with who we really are.  That's my spin on that .

Superman

  "Superman and Green Lantern ain't got...nothin' on me."  That's kinda the way I feel today.  Like I need only activate my imagination in order to manifest an ongoing stream of apparently linear experiences that are tied together in a stream of cohesiveness and meaning, authored and authenticated by myself...the only authority I ever choose to listen to. 
  We immerse deeper into the photon cloud of the Galactic Sun and our alignment approaches, our transformation is nigh and we shall all be changed in the twinkling of an eye.  I have discovered that my Galactic family is here and has been all along.  What I mean is, for all intents and purposes, I am satisfied with the overwhelming evidence that our Cosmic relatives are here, waiting in the wings, assisting us in many ways and yet never intruding upon our free will.  There are no longer predators among us except those who are yet to fall upon their own swords, and they will because they must.  Their time is finished and their roles have been played and as the curtain is drawn upon them and their ideas of mechanical perfection and heartless human relations another stage appears and raises the curtain on an era of abundance and peace and resurrection and redemption, if you will.  The idea of epic destruction and cataclysmic woes is something that you have been fed by those who have plotted against you for many ages, to subject you to themselves in ways undetectable to a majority that has been lulled to sleep by hypnotic rhetoric carrying the thoughts of limitation, struggle, and danger...so many things to fear.  ( Add a lot of alcohol, CIA certified street drugs in great quantities, television co-opted by the corporate schemers who desire to sell you to yourself while they drain you of your creativity and sense of personal power and integrity, great distortions presented through false flag operations designed to create a problem which tends to result in a surrender of more civil freedoms as we the people demand that the creators of the problem find a way to solve it; wars, economic catastrophes, yada, yada, yada....genetically altered foods that have a negative effect upon the human body, chemicals in the water that are there to make the population more docile, like sodium flouride-otherwise commonly called industrial waste- and an immensity of other measures that have been taken to subject large populations to grand scale behavioral manipulation.)  Makes me fucking mad but I have learned that anger can be transmuted into a ruby energy that is more in the frequency range of  "resolution", one that only results when unconditional love is held and applied to all involved.  It is ever and only that love that can solve our problems and render us super(b) in the reality.  There are really no problems to solve for we make them up out of nothing and so they really have no basis in fact...they are an experience we move through and observe just as we move through the joys of life.  No need to hold on to any of it for it will eternally continue, like the ripple, in every conceivable direction.

July 23, 2012...on the downhill run of the end of the world

  Today I feel as though I have lived a thousand life times since 5 AM, when I awoke.  It makes me consider the work of the Mayans who codified the process of this seeming compression of time that we are experiencing right now.  Of course, other calendars of a more cosmic nature that we have recovered from past civilizations such as the Egyptians, the Hopi, etc. have confirmed this perspective.  Terrence McCenna developed a software that used complex mathematical procedures and algorithms to calculate the energy rhythms that indicated major changes in man's development over the last 16,000,000,000 years and his calculations brought all time to an end on Dec. 21, 2012.  To me, that does not mean that the world will end on that day...just time...as we now know it.  ( That is the same day that the Mayans, etc. offer for the same event...go figure) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ooHYl1iNh9c
 
  Another day, a different feeling...like a theme...engulfs me and guides me through the thoughtscape that I am witnessing.   I am neither awake, neither asleep...but somewhere in a state of pure certainty that nothing is necessary.  I rest there and have made it a habit and while I am there I observe the incredible majesty of  the smallest and most insignificant.
  I seem to have found new spaces between the pores of my cells because of what feels like a more stepped up frequency of energy that affirms an inevitable expansion of ???...I'll leave that to wiser beings than I to ferret out...but something has changed in me and I expect that it is the velocity of life itself that has carried me to another set of expectations that have nothing at all to do with limitation.

The world has been transformed but the occupants on the surface are not sure that it is so.  Still, as we move through the timetable of transformation we will become more able to discern the changes that are newborn and emerging from the cradle of our now Cosmic relationship with the rest of the Galaxy (or Galaxies).  No longer are we to be imprisoned on the gravity well of Earth by our own condemnation...or anyone else's for that matter.  The forces of negativity are being systematically collapsed upon themselves as is the fate of any creation that does not serve the expansion and proliferation of the well being that can be reflected anywhere in the infinity of All That Is.  We are now and always have been free but we are only now remembering that it is so.  Life is nothing if not a drama of limitless proportions that we are destined to be a part of...always.  Death?  Not real, could not possibly hold reality.  Ever seen what happens to a flower that "dies"?  Of course.  We all have.  What we see is the cycle of life flowing through the flower and bringing it through the stages of its purpose in life and then it seems to shrivel and die but does it die or does it transform into an array of other elements (gases, solids, fluids) as it shapeshifts into another expression of limitless Nature?  Not unlike us, it desires to experience itself in many different ways.  Of course, it is consciousness that expresses through the flower and the human...the same consciousness.

Do you believe in Magic(k)?

  The great drama being played out on the stage of life is certainly full of every kind of possibility and the stage provides each of us with ample opportunity to immerse ourselves in any imagination we can concoct...we are all magicians after all.  Some might take issue with that but, in truth, if we will understand the ideas available in the study of quantum phenomena we would discover that the "material" of our Universe is better identified as mind stuff and so theoretically, since we all seem to have minds, we can easily "create", and do so, simply by thinking.  Thinking produces frequencies which produce the geometry of specific vibration and subsequent manifestation in the field of physical being...it's the pattern of the One that we each inherit, so to speak.   In my mind, that makes us all magicians since we can all agree that thinking is something we all do. 
  OK.  So, what is mind stuff?  My sense is that mind stuff is the geometricly patterned manifestation of the frequencies that are called into being by virtue of the process of self recognition in the field of action.  In other words, a self thinks a thought, thinks many thoughts, each of which appear as a frequency of energy or force which is then personalized through the, let us say, the location of a self, the "I" or the "eye", in a dimensional medium of some sort...call it the space/time continuum, and this self is then free to concentrate any and all frequencies into it's own "vortex" and does so by virtue of its attention.  Ultimately, this field is one interconnected being but the joy of life is shared in the infinity of manifestational potential by unnumbered beings who are the offspring of That which Is. 
  The idea of magic(k) has to do with the ability or power to exert influence over a "distance".   This is a simple enough concept and the fact that thought produces a force that acts upon the field of being can be proven clinically and, in fact, we see it working everyday as the events of our lives unfold. (For information regarding the viable research that has been done over the years as to the power resident in each of us, read The Source Field Investigations by David Wilcock).  There is not a moment that passes that we are not somehow involved in the attempt to both exert and receive influence.
  I understand that there are two ways to approach self realization:  One, is by virtue of the active stance, doing, taking action, even pursuing experience, like a magician might be doing and Two, the path of non action, like the ascetic in the cave who prefers to turn completely inward and allow the current of life to carry him without any resistance.  Personally, I see the integration of these two possiblities as the third option and the one that I myself have adopted and practice to the best of my ability at any given moment.  Being in the world, for most of us, requires taking action for many reasons all through each day, but suppose for a moment that you could sense yourself always at the center of your "vortex" inasmuch as you could always maintain that awareness of the stillpoint centeredness in the midst of any and all external disturbance or distortion.  This state is within us all even though we may define it differently.  If we would allow ourselves to listen to others, to life's many vibrational qualities, to the reflections of our queries of life as they play themselves out in the world that we are instantaneously and simultaneously co-creating, then would we not want to use our magic, our energy, to add to the beauty that exists in the world through the template of  the "divine man" that is our true nature and is the basis of all DNA?  Fear is the only barrier to expansion but it is a paper dragon that is imagined to have great power and some who use their magic to intimidate, decieve, and control have promulgated their own fears and snared most of mankind through their unending grasping, bringing many to a similar level of perceptual interpretation.  The manipulation of information has been the stranglehold these sorcerers have used to keep blinders on the "muggles", so to speak.  They have used the knowledge of the sacred to profane the material universe but then, where would we be without them?  They have played their part in the third dimensional drama that is necessary for our mass awakening.  Praise to the enemy!  Remember, we are one being expressing many faces and environments for the fulfilment of our desires and the gathering of wisdom through experience.

  Imagination can be parsed into I-magic-in-action.  Eye-magic is nothing more than the natural tendency that each of us has to put images to the words we think, so to speak.  It is true that a picture is worth a thousand words and so an image is a condensed packet of information and so as we use our imaginations to conjure desirable circumstances, as we see them, as we form them in our minds and feel their reality, we start them on their journey into our present level of physical density.  Negating this action by indulging in doubt or fear of some kind or another will create resistance to the manifestation and slow its fulfillment.  It is good to know that we do it all to ourselves, the good and the bad...it lets everyone off the hook, but it is wise to make the effort to allow life to guide one's heart so that the experiences that come are as close as possible vibrationally to the Central Sun of the Being that Is.
Whether we believe in magick or not it appears very obvious to me that we are energy beings who are in a constant flow of movement, pattern, color, and chaos which all finds a coherent expression in the middle of what appears to be an infinitely vast universe...it all happens right there in our own mind's eye.  To me, that's Magick.

vortexing the will

  Inspiration often abandons me when I feel the "need" to write and my mind wanders off into unarticulated worlds that remain only potential.  I could fashion anything at all out of that field but manage only that which I have in my world right now, which oftentimes appears to me as somewhat less than adventurous, not so novel as it might be.  Nevertheless, my faith that the next moment may be a turning point towards that which I more immediately desire keeps me taking another breath, and then another.  Perhaps it is not the desires themselves that keep me breathing as much as it is the observation of the desires coming to fruition.  The quality of energy flowing during the process of desire is akin to the sensation I experience when in orgasmic ecstacy.  The copulation of the principals of light and dark...the light representing everything and the dark representing the nothing, is essentially the only "movement" that ever really takes place as it is the foundation upon which all other appearance of movement is set.  There is an apparent beginning and an apparent ending to every cycle in life but, given the unbounded nature of the Universe, it is almost pointless to try to describe such an idea as "real".  What is reality seems to be what is happening in one's local (and universal, if one has access) and particular perception at any given moment in the stream of time/timelessness...whatever it is that we're measuring with.
  Recently a friend of mine shed his physical body in the death process so I was watching, albeit at a distance, contemplating the idea of death and its many faces.   Faces such as relief, or anger, or awareness, or triumph, or sorrow, or suffering, or victorious...these and many more masks accompany us to death's door where we will walk through....and when we do we find ourselves free of the need for masks of any kind.  That is my best guess at any rate.  What need do we have of masks when we decide to live in what I would term as something akin to our concept of honor, perhaps a field of honor, where Men speak with each other in openness and love or apprecation of the other's core identity, which we all might agree is the Great Spirit.  (When I capitalize Man I am of course referring to the species and including the feminine aspect.)  When I focus on the faces of those whom I have known that have made the jump into the next level of experience one thing always do I feel and see and that is the joy and wide smiles that emanate from them, energetically speaking.  Gotta be so much different than our daily experience here in the land of "living in the past".  I imagine a feeling of pure positive energy, a point whereupon I may "rest" from the great distortion that clamours for my attention endlessly, a place of absolute stillness that I may witness and therefore be so that whether I am in the tumult of the distortion or not, yet I am also in the stillness and so I know that the ever-changing nature of the distortion is founded upon the all- pervasive stillness, both bound together by a commonality that some call God, All that Is, Source, Allah, Ahura Mazda, all names referring to the Supreme, which would be the idea of Universal Oneness as the explicit and implicit nature of it All.  I remember a scriptural passage from the Bible that struck me at a young age and it has remained with me because I knew, when I read it, that it held a perfect reflection of the realization each must come to in Life...at some point.  I never memorized it except for a few of the words and they were spoken by Jesus, according to the text, and he said, "ye are all other gods...".  This has been affirmed by many spiritual teachers from many backgrounds, from all over the globe and so it seems to me that it would be a good place to experience some acceptance.  I am convinced that our bodies are not only a physically manifest "clump" but that the entire unseen aspect of Universal reality (the "nothing") is an unlimited and fully integrated support system for the physical vehicle, the densest manifestation of the consciousness of, who else(?), GOD.  Yes, we are the incarnation of GOD.  What else could we possibly be when looking from the understanding of the dance of the yin and the yang?  Right.  Anything.

  I ask myself, "What do I want?"  (Do you ever ask yourself that question?)  Seems that so many of us humans are under the misconception that we cannot experience what we want.  It is my sense that I have made the decisions for my current experiences and then, at that point, the results of those decisions began to vortex into my "reality tunnel", to borrow from Robert Anton Wilson, and so it seems that we are on a bit of a time delay while here in the third dimension...we are just a bit out of phase or in a distorted state that appears to limit us.   I imagine that it takes "time"  for an idea to get from the top of the vortex, way out there in the universal soup...in the womb of life, down to the point of singularity at the point where it is manifest.  Nevermind that simultanaity is apparently the inherent nature of Life...that is, it all happens now, in the present moment, and only in one "place"...perception seems to be a process akin to digestion, there's a compressing that appears to happen while at the same time all the myriad components of our lives conspire to create an image out of it all just as we believe it to be.  We create our own realities through this process.
  So, the One, or the Nothing, must express itself through the Everything or not at all.
  Add to this the idea that there is only one particle that provides the material of all creation...one particle traveling at infinite speed, being at every point necessary in the perfect timing of the flow in order to generate the appearance of what is.  Easy to vortex the will at that point of the one particle and then create the life you want by thinking and feeling it into manifestation.  We do it all the time.

Canweawaken will attempt to connect with like-minded thinkers who are interested in the social (because we live with one another on a very small planet in a very     "large" multiverse), economic (because our commerce with one another might be better performed if we had a system that was based on something real, like the Golden Rule, not to be confused with the gold standard), educational ( because by now we have come to understand that what goes in must come out so it may be of benefit to us all to consider the possibility that we may educate ourselves in many different ways that do not necessarily contribute to the enhancement of corporate profits and the like), political (insofar as we may consider what kind of "system" we might devise to replace or restructure what isn't working for us now), archeological (the science of archeology has given birth to critical thinkers in the field of archeology and related sciences whose insights I have found helpful in my own personal attempt to decipher and interpret what it is that I am truly seeing), mathematical (the quantum idea may probably be best understood from the perspective of mathematics), spiritual (insofar as we are all coming to the awareness that there is only one underlying beingness that contains all else,including us, and that therefore the sense of separation is now obsolete), sexual (because it must be acknowledged that each of us experiences what they experience primarily because of the sexual genitals that they possess, at least in this space of life on planet Earth), environmental (because it would be good to ponder the intricacies of the connectivity of life), art (because my sons are artists and I want to be), philosophy (because I am a fan of looking at the progression of man's thought and the energy that follows and therefore observing the groundwork being laid in the mind of society with each progressive illumination that flows through the hearts of passionate men and women, whether they be perceived as good or evil).
  That should be a sufficient focus to begin with and this is my attempt to add my own vibration to the great debate of the people as to the question of where we shall go from here, for it is my certain knowing that we are making those choices with each passing breath and so it may behoove us to select more consciously what we will pour our absolute power into as each now fades into the next.  The nature of thought, the idea of "magic", the affirmation by the buddha that "all is mind", the connection of science's recent uncoverings as to the nature of the great field of energy in which we live, move, and have our being...all of this is worth contemplating simply because of the Joy it offers as it is contemplated and begs the question,"Can we awaken?"  Will we choose to go with the flow of positive change as our old paradigm loses its allure?  I believe we have already made that choice and are moving inexorably to a rendezvous with something exquisite and almost unimaginable(to us right now).